My Gift for you, darling.

How many jumps I need to reach your heart?

How many jumps I have to do for reach your heart?


{ The phrase on the title sounds better, right? }

In spite of...

IN SPITE OF ALL I ♥ U

... I am sorry .

Epilogue

{ Drawn by me in paint :D }




I should call this moment like the last one
But the last one from none
'cause it always was in my mind
never in your .

The melody arrives to its end
and your lips are not making any noise
they are not telling me those words
I have been waiting to hear

It does not mind,
get I using to be ignored to receive offenses
But you have to admit you hurt me
you have to admit you knew and you did all harder to MEEEEE

I should call this moment like the last one
But the last one from none
'cause it always was in my mind
never in your .

I am trying to forget,
however, understand me,
it is difficult .
Believe me, I actually want it.

...But not.

Organ's Explosion [!]

Something is going on inside me~

The core is screaming
and the guts are blowing up
My lungs are falling down,
cause the air is harder each second;
The blood is doing to collapse the veins
turning itself in coagulums

I can feel how each cell of my body
is destroying itself . . .
- KABUMM! -

It's hurting,
is very painful,
Could you assimilate it?

Die die die
only two seconds to
die die die ~

.- Guilty of pain~

All those things I though
which someday could come true
are falling on the fantasy black-hole
and they are carrying with themselves
all the hope I ever had.

Also the fault is mine,
'cause I build up my own hopes
for destroy them later .

No longer the present exist
Neither the past.
Only exist a odd dimension,
where all these things can go on.

Again, again and again~

Aprendizaje.-

{ Parezco mounstrito O: ...wait, I AM a mosnter xd }


Aprendizaje: Se refiere a aquel cambio en la conducta, en los pensamientos y en las emociones que se produce a través de la experiencia.

..Mh, a mí me falta eso, yo lo sé.
Experiencias... mh,
10 meses atrás algo sucedió,
6 meses atrás lo superé,
...ahora pasó de nuevo ?
Y mi aprendizaje ?

...Seguro lo guarde en alguno de esos cuadernos del año pasado entre hojas de ecuaciones y versos que jamás repasaré de nuevo y que con el pasar de los días se olvidan. Y quién lo diría, ...pasó tal cual; también olvidé lo que debía aprender.
Ahora voy a tener que caer de nuevo para levantarme y aprender ?

The Keys To My Organ - My American Heart

Do you know you're fake?
Stop giving for the take.
Bring love, bring change.
Let's end your selfish games.
Will you lose your touch?
Will you be enough to take control?
To take control, to take control.

You are the keys to my organ,
you'll do exactly what I play.
You are the beats to my rhythm,
You'll move and dance to what I say.

Time will heal, oh it will heal.
It will erase the pain away.
I can feel and I won't feel.
Time will kill all of my hate,
kill my hate, kill my hate.

You are the keys to my organ,
you'll do exactly what I play.
You are the beats to my rhythm,
You'll move and dance to what I say.

You are the keys to my organ,
you'll do exactly what I play.
You are the beats to my rhythm,
You'll move and dance to what I say.

We are disconnected.
We are disconnected.

You are the keys to my organ,
you'll do exactly what I play.
You are the beats to my rhythm,
You'll move and dance to what I say.

You are the keys to my organ,
you'll do exactly what I play.
You are the beats to my rhythm,
You'll move and dance to what I say.

[ME ENCANTA LA LETRA DE ESTA CANCIÓN, ES... ASDF ~SUPERCALIFRAGILÍSTICAESPIALIDOSA :D ]
[Sí, es de My American Heart, no la escribí yo (:, fijadte en la buena escribición xd ]

Failures, mistakes, failures, mistakes . . .

Looking for an answer,
my heart decided to move.
Now it's in the worst place it could.

Poor stupid,
so naive,
so IDIOT.
. . . It can't follow, but it must.

Only knows the failure,
Only has mistakes .
Help it, it needs you~

IT ONLY KNOWS THE FAILURE,
IT ONLY HAS MISTAKES,
IT ONLY KNOWS THE FAILURE,
IT ONLY HAS MISTAKES,


Oh, no . . The system breaks down again.

{It says: Physical hurts are not more painful than my heart hurts~.}


GRITOS, RISAS, LLANTOS, DOLOR.
GRITOS, RISAS, LLANTOS, DOLOR.
GRITOS, RISAS, LLANTOS, DOLOR.

Tantas sensaciones, tantas puñaladas,
La apatía ya no puede más,
está trabajando demasiadas horas extras
y necesita un descanso, ya es hora de que descanse...
¿Cuándo piensa aparecer el sosiego?
nos hace esperar demasiado, y el tiempo se agota,
y las esperanzas se debilitan,
¿Dónde está el sosiego?
Debió llegar hace una hora,
debió llegar hace una semana,
debió llegar hace un mes,
...llevo un año esperando;
¿Cuánto tiempo más debo soportar?

GRITOS, RISAS, LLANTOS, DOLOR.
GRITOS, RISAS, LLANTOS, DOLOR.
GRITOS, RISAS, LLANTOS, DOLOR.

Cuento las horas constantemente,
Observo el segundero impaciente,
Pero todo sigue igual.

Untitled .- [Spanish]

{It says: The trigger is being pulled by thoughtless hands~.}


OYE AMOR,
NO TIRES DEL GATILLO!

PIENSALO BIEN,
NO TIRES DEL GATILLO

ERES FUERTE, PODRÁS AGUANTAR TODO ESE DOLOR,
EL MISMO QUE SOPORTÉ YO,
ERES FUERTE, PUEDES SUPERAR EL MIEDO,
SOLO TIENES QUE PEDIRME AYUDA.

NO LLORES MÁS,
NO SERÁ MÁS NECESARIO YA,

YA QUE YO TAMBIÉN TIRARÉ DEL GATILLO
...SI LO HACES TÚ.
Y ASÍ NO HABRÁN MÁS PREOCUPACIONES NI REMORDIMIENTOS,
LO PODRÁS HACER SIN CULPAS,
PORQUE YO TAMBIÉN TIRARÉ DEL GATILLO.

LA VERDAD ES QUE JAMÁS PENSÉ QUE LAS COSAS TERMINARAN ASÍ,
A PESAR DE TODO,
CREÍ QUE IBAS BIEN,
CREÍ QUE IBAS MEJOR,
PERO ME EQUIVOQUÉ, AMOR.
NADA ME DUELE MÁS TENER QUE DECÍRTELO,
QUE YO TAMBIÉN TIRARÉ DEL GATILLO.

SUCEDE QUE NO PODRÍA VIVIR ASÍ,
IMAGINÁNDOTE POR ÚLTIMA VEZ TAN PÁLIDO,
TAN FRÁGIL,
...INMÓVIL, DESVANECIDO.
RECORDAR TODA ESA SANGRE SERÍA UN MARTIRIO,
RECORDAR ESE 'ADIÓS' SERÍA UN CASTIGO DEMASIADO CRUEL,
...PERO NO TE CULPO,
TRATASTE DE CAMBIAR EL CURSO DE LAS COSAS,
PERO EL DESTINO JAMÁS CAMBIARÁ.

PERDONA AMOR,
YA TIRÉ DEL GATILLO.

Your memories are killing me . . .

{It says: ♥ Lost Memories~.}

I can't breathe!
You're pressing my lungs~
All is arriving to the end,
Cause your memories are killing me
ARE KILLING ME!

I know I can't have you,
I know I can't be with you,
and it's staining my happiness
It makes my smile turns in a fancy one
I know all things I think are only from a dream,
And actually my world is my nightmare.
I have to STOP it; cause...

I can't breathe!
You're pressing my lungs~
All is arriving to the end,
Cause your memories are killing me
ARE KILLING ME!

It's a meaningless feeling,
But I can't take it away from me,
You DON'T release me,
neither let me to catch hold of you.

Please, give me an answer by the fastest way,
before my lungs break over .

I can't breathe!
You're pressing my lungs~
All is arriving to the end.
Cause your memories are killing me
ARE KILLING ME!

..TO THE END,
KILLING ME,
TO THE END,
KILLING ME...
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEND!